My name is Marilyn, some call me Mars. Me || Thoughts I am proud to be part of the STEM community, we need more women here!I am horror film loving heavy metal head that works in a tea shop and studies Physics and Finnish at a university in one of the most liberal cities in the United States. Winter and solitude is home, while small talk and large crowds are suffocating. I believe people are too absorbed in culture to remember our instincts, and I have absolutely no idea or worries about what this existence means. Some people say science without a spirituality leaves you robotic but personally I am most fulfilled believing in nothing, measuring / doubting everything, and playing the game of the natural world: Eat or Be Eaten.